MICHELLE WALLING: “Narcissism, Alter Egos, and The Event”

“Forgive others for their narcisstic behavior and move on, for it is a part of the control matrix that was created to separate humanity and to steal their energy.”

~Michelle Walling

 

My research over the years of the big picture of Earth’s hijacked Matrix system inevitably led me to the Wes Penre papers a few years ago. After taking a break from social media, Wes is back with a new YouTube channel and is co-creating with his partner, Ariel Glad. Together, they are creating a series of videos of the most important current topics in their research. In this article, I expand on Wes’ work on narcissism as well as offer solutions on how to separate ourselves from narcissists and self serving humans.

There is actually a medical diagnosis for narcissistic people called Narcissistic Personality Disorder. According to Psychology Today, Individuals with this disorder exhibit a lack of ability to empathize with others and an inflated sense of self-importance. According to the same site, “The hallmarks of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) are grandiosity, a lack of empathy for other people, and a need for admiration. People with this condition are frequently described as arrogant, self-centered, manipulative, and demanding. They may also concentrate on grandiose fantasies (e.g. their own success, beauty, brilliance) and may be convinced that they deserve special treatment. These characteristics typically begin in early adulthood and must be consistently evident in multiple contexts, such as at work and in relationships. People with narcissistic personality disorder believe they are superior or special, and often try to associate with other people they believe are unique or gifted in some way. This association enhances their self-esteem, which is typically quite fragile underneath the surface. Individuals with NPD seek excessive admiration and attention in order to know that others think highly of them. Individuals with narcissistic personality disorder have difficulty tolerating criticism or defeat, and may be left feeling humiliated or empty when they experience an “injury” in the form of criticism or rejection.”

Narcissistic behavior can be a result of implants, negative walk-ins, abuse, trauma, drug/alcohol addiction, and patriarchial/domination/control programming. I have witnessed the gamut of narcissistic behavior in the most “spiritually awakened” people as well as the most asleep high level corporate leaders. This abusive behavior is everywhere in our world, and in fact, living with a narcissist can actually cause you to mirror that narcissistic behavior yourself!

Most people do not even realize that they are allowing another being or fragmented egoic personality to speak and animate their body in a narcissistic manner (covert narcissists). In fact, some people are so unaware of their actions that they do not even remember their own actions or behavior. However, some are very aware that they are behaving in this manner, and usually these are the service to self negative reptilian/Anunnaki/Draco forces that are overtaking human bodies. If they haven’t completely overtaken the body, they could step in and out to influence existing incarnate souls to act in greed, lust, domination, and control (overt narcissists).

Many narcissists are created from having a narcissistic parent, and end up marrying some on just like their narcissistic mother or father. It’s all about energy siphoning and is a part of the big picture in this control matrix to continuously pit every human against each other.

Wes Penre and Ariel Glad give an accurate definition of narcissism and in my opinion are targeting one of the most prevalent issues with humanity today. By no means have I summarized all of the important information above on narcissism in the introduction to Wes’ video series. Please watch these three videos on narcissism to understand why people behave this way.

To follow more of Wes Penre’s videos, you can subscribe to his YouTube channel here:

https://m.youtube.com/channel/UC0RVai_3hFfJ75juEEcwNog

When a narcissist is covert, acting through someone who seems to have a good heart, it makes life very confusing. Passive aggressive narcissists use “gaslighting” as a technique to make you think that you are the one with the problem. It is important at this time to remove yourself from any abusive situations and to stop the draining of your energy.

From my experience with living with narcissistic people, you usually cannot explain to a narcissist what their problem is. It is like connecting a hose to yourself and allowing all of your energy to drain out. Usually, the “alter ego” is running the show while the original soul steps away from the body for a little vacation. In other words, the original soul cannot even hear you, and you feel like you are “talking to the hand”. You find yourself repeating yourself over and over and becoming more and more frustrated, as a narcissist is usually not willing to accept that there is anything wrong with their behavior.

In other words, the original soul cannot even hear you, and you feel like you are “talking to the hand”.  You find yourself repeating yourself over and over and becoming more and more frustrated, as a narcissist is usually not willing to accept that there is anything wrong with their behavior.

The best thing you can do is to correct any reflective narcissistic behavior in yourself and be totally responsible for your actions and reactions. Eventually as you peel back the layers of your behavior you may realize that you can no longer be around someone who is not willing to do the same.

Self healing is grueling work and sometimes it seems as if there is no way everyone will be able to “wake up” out of the matrix spell. However, we have been receiving help as the recent waves of energy have been sweeping over the planet. It seems as if these waves are specifically designed to expose the shadow self for those willing to look, and to expedite self healing through light integration and transmutation.

It is my hope that we will have an “event” that will separate loving, compassionate, and awakened people from those who refuse to be responsible for their thoughts, actions, and words and who choose a narcissistic and service to self path. I feel as if there will come a time where controlling, psychopathic, and narcissitic people can no longer exist side by side with loving, compassionate, balanced, and healed humans. Once we vibrationally separate from the lower dense reality, we will have a chance to learn how to co-exist together in peace and balance in a new way, free from matrix programming and lower dissonant frequencies. In a way, we are striving to jump our consciousness through time to a place where we have already exited.

In summary, it is imperative that we are aware of how we are treating other people. It is also important to remove yourself from toxic situations that cause you to mirror the negative or narcissistic behavior back to the origin. Forgive others for their narcisstic behavior and move on, for it is a part of the control matrix that was created to separate humanity and to steal their energy. In my opinion, doing your own shadow work and healing from abuse and raising your vibrational frequency will result in becoming whole and balanced, and should be your priority as we move faster and faster toward a vibrational bifurcation and solution to the major issues humans face on this planet.

Thank you to Wes Penre and Ariel Glad for their new video series. I hope that the reader differentiates between my personal opinion and solutions and Wes and Ariel’s original messages. When I reference another person’s work, I do not intend to add my own thoughts to their work, but often I cannot report on something or present an issue via someone else’s work without providing some of my life’s work of progressive solutions to pervasive issues.

For detailed information about the Anunnaki and the “virus” in the matrix, you can read The Wes Penre papers here:

http://wespenre.com

 

 

~via HowToExitTheMatrix.com

WES PENRE: “How To Escape Lucifer’s Afterlife Trap”

Ascension Avatar note:  Quoting Lisa Renee, “Please only take what is useful for your spiritual growth and discard all the rest.” 🙂

I can understand if it may sound scary to choose not to go to the Light because many of us are afraid of the unknown.  Whereas, the Light feels “safe” because we’ve gone there so many times, and “everybody else” who went there seems to have done just fine.  However, remember that you are being multidimensional every single night you go to sleep and dream.  This is a taste of what is awaiting after we die — except, after we die, we are in charge of our “dreams” and can create consciously what we create unconsciously during REM sleep.

However, this only gives a partial picture, so let’s get a little bit more into detail about what I have learned recently on the details about escaping the AIF Afterlife Trap once and for all.

Those who have come to the point in their awareness level that they are reading this don’t have to worry about getting “stuck” in the ether and become a “lost soul.”  The reader of this material is far beyond that because you know too much.  Instead, when you die, you will most probably be approached by your guide of guides as usual, and he or she wants to help you “cross over,” and if you allow this, it will lead you through the Tunnel.  In some cases, there are no guides in the beginning, and the Tunnel will open up in front of you, but at a distance.  Normally, souls feel the attraction and gravitation from the Tunnel and start moving toward it, consciously or unconsciously — like a leaf being sucked in by a vacuum cleaner.

Here, I believe, it’s a good idea to put up a list, in order to easier absorb the information I’m about to give you.

Instead of letting yourself be “hypnotized” by its attraction, turn and look in the opposite direction (you will have 360° vision, and you can still concentrate on looking in a certain direction) and move away from the Tunnel (you do this by “thinking” yourself as moving— it’s all about thoughts and intention in this dimension).  Remember, you, as a soul of Fire, are far stronger than the centrifugal force that pulls you toward the Tunnel.  Don’t try to fight it — that’s not the way to do it.  Instead, think yourself away from it!  The Tunnel with the Light on the other side of it is a sophisticated hologram, and all you need to do is to think yourself in another direction, and the Tunnel will fade away.  Soon you will see the Grid as a fuzzy “barrier” in front of you, or above you (there are no ups and downs or left and right in space).  You will also see that it has holes in it — like a Swiss cheese.  Move through one of these holes.

You will now see the Universe the way it is, i.e. you will now be truly interdimensional.  This means you will see a much larger universe than you are used to.  This is possible because you are outside the Grid, and you’re not in a programmed body — you are meeting the Universe as a pure spirit of Fires with an Avatar, which is your mind.  When astronauts are allowed outside the Grid, they are still restricted by their bodies and will remain in 3-D, but on a slightly higher vibration because the Earth is tilted and the Grid is no longer doing its work on these astronauts.  What you experience outside the Grid, as a discarnate spirit, can be quite overwhelming and impressive.  Probably for the first time, you see the Universe as it really is, with the KHAA and everything.  When you read this, you are still limited with your five senses, but a good idea is to prepare yourself mentally for what is out there.  It’s not at all going to be a negative experience, just very different!  You will also see the Space War that is going on in the solar system, and you will notice the soldiers fighting in other dimensions, which you now are going to have access to.  In order to prepare, a recommended reading is my free e-book, Beyond 2012 — a Handbook for the New Era.  There are of course other materials that you can use as well — these papers will also do the job.

As a Fire riding an Avatar, you are now free to go more or less anywhere in the Universe.  I talked earlier about “Universities” — that certain star systems work as universities do here on Earth.  You may go there and explore what they have to offer, to see if it interests you, but the more appropriate or easier way would be to first know what you want to do or what you want to learn.  Let’s say you want to learn about how to build interdimensional space crafts.  Then you think yourself to a university that teaches that, and you will nanotravel there as fast as you think it.  As I see it, you need to concentrate on that thought, so it becomes dominant over your other thoughts at that moment — that’s all you need to do.  I have talked to a few humans who are able to nanotravel — one of them gained the ability after a serious car accident.  He said that we have nothing to worry about — once we’re free from our bodies, we know automatically how to do this.  In the beginning, not only will we be stunned but also impressed.  We will think it’s fun and probably want to play around with it.  The fear and anxiety we may have while in our bodies are gone once we enter the spirit world.  Once you’re at a university, you will meet with star beings who will ask you what you wish to do.  If your aura and your chakras are open like a book, they will already know because you communicate telepathically, but if it’s closed — either because of fear, or intentionally, to protect your thoughts — they will not know.  Once they are told, they will advise you whether you qualify or not.  If you don’t, you can ask them where you should go first to eventually qualify for their dimension of learning. If you want to go to Orion, you think yourself there and you will stand before the “Gates of the Orion Empire,” and a similar procedure will take place.  You may want to tell them that you are a human soul, and you may most likely qualify to get into the higher dimensions of the KHAA, but once “inside,” you will find out which University level you qualify for, depending on your current knowledge as a spirit, what you want to do, and your personality.

You may instead just want to travel around in the Universe as a Soul/Avatar and explore before you decide to find a new “home.”  You will notice that you can think yourself anywhere and you will get there, but also you can create your own environment as you wish — similar to what Q did in Star Trek.  You may want to have fun with that for a while, too, before you do anything else.  Remember that you can’t really get lost because if you don’t know where you are, you can think yourself to be anywhere — even back in the solar system, if you wish.

You will most certainly also meet with other beings as you think yourself away.  You can tell them you’re not interested (in a polite manner), or you can join them.  First, however, feel out their energies and trust your intuition!  If you are still uncertain, ask where they come from and why they want your company.  Always shield yourself with a golden aura by thinking it up around yourself, and make sure not to have any holes in it.  You will find out for yourself that it works!  Remember that just because your creators happen to be Orions, it doesn’t mean you have to go there if you don’t want to.  No one will hold that against you, and you can always go there later, whenever you want to.  You may even choose to join a group of beings you like and co-create an interdimensional reality — either in space, on a planet, in a star, or in a nebula.  The options are endless, only limited by your own creativity.  You will notice that the Universe bends to your will, thoughts, and intentions.

Any of this sounds much better than to be recycled into slavery again, doesn’t it?  We have the Fire of the Mother Goddess, so we are privileged that way — more so than other star races out there.  Those out there who have access to the KHAA (just like you will) can also create without technology, but as a human soul, you automatically have access to the KHAA and to the Orion Empire, unless you’ve done things that are excessively harmful to the Empire, your fellow man, or other star races.  Other star races will have to “earn” their way into Orion, while you can come in without any prerequisites, except for the ones I just mentioned.

What you do miss out on (perhaps only temporary, but still) is the loss of your human body, in case you decide not to reincarnate on Earth again.  In an upcoming paper, I will discuss more about the incredible vessel we call the human body, what it is capable of, and what it can do for you as a Fire/Avatar.  Once that is explained and you want to continue going back to Earth in the next incarnation to inhabit one of these vessels again — this time with a higher level of knowledge — you can.  You don’t have to go into the Tunnel in order to do that.  You can reincarnate on Gaia without “help” from the AIF, but you would still have amnesia.  However, you would operate on a higher level here on Earth than you’ve done so far, and with time, you will expand your awareness and your consciousness even more.  If you choose this path, you will help rebuilding the Library, and the reward will be a body I will be talking about later.  The choice is yours, and there is no right or wrong choices here — it’s entirely up to you.  The only thing I advise everybody to do is to avoid the Tunnel and the Light!

 

—Excerpt from Level Four Paper Fifteen:

http://wespenre.com/4/paper15-postdiluvian-times-lucifer-building-his-plans.htm#iii.i

 

 

~via HowToExitTheMatrix.com