LISA RENEE on “Dark Night of the Soul”

“The individual human psyche is a multidimensional consciousness and multilevel system with no internal divisions and boundaries. The symptoms of psychospiritual crises represent a manifestation and exteriorization of the deep dynamics of the human psyche and Consciousness. What happens to the people on the earth who believe that they are only their personality identity, when it begins to dissolve? During spiritual initiation or active kundalini Ascension Stages, there are four main types of the down-cycle of spiritual crisis which could be associated with what the ancients and mystics have called the Dark Night of the Soul. All must enter the Dark Night of the Soul or spiritual crisis, perhaps many times during the cyclical process of evolution during the spiritual ascension process. These phases of spiritual development are unavoidable, as the ‘living death’ or Ego Death must occur for resurrection of the spiritual body and mind. Only those people that have the kundalini flow up the spine, and the experience of extreme bliss or electromagnetic influx or massive spiritual opening events are going to experience the die-off. The die-off is either acute or chronic depending on the person and the phase of awakening. It happens after each Influx of Spirit, the spiritual initiation stages as the flesh transmutes density there is a die-off of the conventional conditioned structures, as well as all potential toxins throughout the bodies, physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritual-energetically. The deeper one goes into the die-off stage to drop density, the greater the spiritual resurrection. Similarly the more one allows the influx of kundalini spirit phases during the heart and Consciousness expansion, the deeper one goes into the die-off stages. For every influx of kundalini spirit through spiritual initiation, there is an accompanying catabolic breakdown of the former body, apotosis or some form of die-off to release and transmute toxins. The incarnated station of our identity that was our personality matrix, the aspect that was enmeshed with the lower three dimensional frequencies, is also dissolving. This equates to the dissolution of our personality matrix or station of identity that was located in the lower three dimensions, and moving that aspect of our identity into the higher frequency bands of our Soul matrix or higher station of identity. All people must take responsibility for the quality of their thoughts, behaviors, actions, as all consciousness that is created has a direct cause and effect. During the Dark Night of the Soul, many people do not have clarity on the actual causal source of where their fear and pain impulses are coming from. Much of what is being experienced now is being greatly amplified through the hidden fear, buried Trauma and emotional wounds from our past. During this time, our inner energetic integrity is tested in order to hold neutrality, while facing the great forces of chaos. Whether asleep or awake, the self-mastery that has been either lost or gained is measured in how you personally deal with stress and chaos. How well are we able to adapt to change and hold neutrality in every kind of stressful situation? What does this take and what is being asked of us? The clearing of negative ego is mandatory in order to adapt to the shifting timelines, and to maintain coherence and sanity. To reclaim our sanity and spiritual freedom, we must make the effort to Overcome Fear. We cannot run away from darkness and we cannot hide from our hidden and buried fears any longer. This is being tested in every person, just from the mere fact of being on the earth at this time.”

~Lisa Renee


~via Dark Night of the Soul


LISA RENEE: “Ego Death”

“The death of the ego is the phantom death we experience as we face the desperation of the inner or outer darkness, and as we face the darkness, one must remember this is not the ‘real’ spiritual self. This may catapult us into the Dark Night of the Soul or spiritual crisis. During spiritual initiation or active kundalini Ascension Stages, there are four main types of the down-cycle of spiritual crisis which could variously be associated with what the ancients and mystics have called the Dark Night of the Soul. These phases of spiritual development are unavoidable, as the ‘living death’ or Ego Death must occur for resurrection of the spiritual body and mind. All must enter the Dark Night of the Soul or spiritual crisis, perhaps many times during the cyclical process of evolution during the spiritual ascension process. As we learn more about the natural cycles of Life, we know that in order to be recreated into something new, the current form and its foundation must be deconstructed. The concept and eventual experience of Resurrection illustrates that fact, for the alchemy of forces to work its miracle as a byproduct of God’s natural laws, we must die (Ego Death) to be reborn. This is transpiring rapidly now for many people. We know that in the death process, this may be transformed into something fertile where new consciousness growth can take place. There, life is renewed. If we use the negative ego to perceive reality we suffer greatly, and so the great work is to let it all go. We must love and accept ourselves for who we are NOW and not who we think we should be. This is a significant progression in the Ascension Timeline for planet earth and is very complex, as it relates to transforming everything we have ever known as an earthling. Be in this world and not of it. Take care of your body. Practice loving kindness, which are the Krystic spiritual principles in your life and know you are protected and safe in this Love, have no fear. That which was always hidden must surface to be revealed for purging and exit. Keep patience and persevere in collecting the pearls of truth on your spiritual journey and never let your gaze sway from the Force of Love that is God. Do you fear the unknown? Have you surrendered to the greater good? To God? Are you able to walk into your mysteries? Are old emotional patterns dying out for the better? What’s been released? What is left to be healed and forgiven? What benefits have you received from letting go of negative thoughts? What changes are going on within you now? Can you recognize the whisper in your heart as messages from your Soul?”

~Lisa Renee


As we learn more about the natural cycles of Life, we know that in order to be recreated into something new, the current form and its foundation must be deconstructed. The concept and eventual experience of Resurrection illustrates that fact, for the alchemy of forces to work its miracle as a byproduct of God’s natural laws, we must die (Ego Death) to be reborn. This is transpiring rapidly now for many people. This shift has been an emphasis for years now that the necessity to overcome the ego mental body Addictions would become dire, and indeed it has. The death of the ego is the phantom death we experience as we face the desperation of the inner or outer darkness, and as we face the darkness, one must remember this is not the “real” spiritual self. This may catapult us into the Dark Night of the Soul or spiritual crisis. [1]

We must remember that the majority of the Negative Ego inherent in the collective consciousness that is observed in the human race on the earth today is the product of Negative Alien interference through Mind Control. Systematically, this alien architecture and its enslavement functions that impair the mind principle and consciousness are being removed, repaired and rehabilitated in the earth. Yet many generations of people have become interdependent on these alien structures of mind control, believing that these false edifices define who they are. Many humans have inherited dysfunctional belief systems and behaviors through their biological families and cultural programming, which are deeply based in fear and hate. This programming will evolve to conclusion through the die off process in the longer term. We know that in the death process, this may be transformed into something fertile where new consciousness growth can take place. There, life is renewed. However, what we are observing as the incredible violence today is the process of death transition in the old regime, the death of the negative ego.

If we use the negative ego to perceive reality we suffer greatly, and so the great work is to let it all go. We must love and accept ourselves for who we are NOW and not who we think we should be. This is a significant progression in the Ascension Timeline for planet earth and is very complex, as it relates to transforming everything we have ever known as an earthling.

Be in this world and not of it. Take care of your body. Practice loving kindness, which are the Krystic spiritual principles in your life and know you are protected and safe in this Love, have no fear. Many will be fooled by what is transpiring as if the darkness is advancing its control over the world. That which was always hidden must surface to be revealed for purging and exit. Humanity will perceive these signs in the material world through their own level of developed spiritual consciousness or through the masses, which in the large majority is limited to the negative ego rhetoric. Keep patience and persevere in collecting the pearls of truth on your spiritual journey and never let your gaze sway from the Force of Love that is God. [2]

Stages of Grieving

Ego Death is overcoming the resistance to surrender to the process of spiritual awakening or spiritual Ascension. If you fight the changes and transformation which require the death of the prior identity stages that have been outgrown, the new Expanding Consciousnessand Christos self cannot be reborn. This manifests as emotional and mental stasis which makes us suffer, and stunts development and personal evolution of Consciousness. The enlightenment process is an infinite spiral of Ego Death and rebirth throughout time and space through remembering the Eternal nature of the self and connecting with the Lightbody.

True power is inherent the death of the former Ego/Personality self, thus the first stages of spiritual awakening and spiritual crisis correspond well to the Kübler-Ross stages of the grieving process:

  • Denial: “This can’t be happening!”
  • Anger: “Why me, why do I have to do all the work?
  • Bargaining: “Just let me keep my pointless job, my car and a beer or two.”
  • Depression: “It’s hopeless, why bother with anything?”
  • Acceptance: “I know that I will be in a better place.” [3]

Dark Night of the Soul

During spiritual initiation or active kundalini Ascension Stages, there are four main types of the down-cycle of spiritual crisis which could variously be associated with what the ancients and mystics have called the Dark Night of the Soul. These phases of spiritual development are unavoidable, as the “living death” or Ego Death must occur for resurrection of the spiritual body and mind. All must enter the Dark Night of the Soul or spiritual crisis, perhaps many times during the cyclical process of evolution during the spiritual ascension process. The planet is undergoing a global level of the Dark Night of the Planetary Collective Soul during the Ascension Cycle.

Inner Armageddon Dismantling

In physical matter, and within our own bodies, during this time we may feel this stretching and splitting apart sensation which may feel very harsh to our emotional body and heart space. Because the nature of the ego mind is mostly connected to the false light architecture, what is occurring is similar to the disintegration of the inner ego structures and its Imposter Spirit from continuing to block the higher heart complex. This is activating many people into spiritual initiation to align into their highest expression resonant to that energetic state of heart based being. There is a pushing and pulling between the lower mind internal structures and the higher heart intelligence which may feel like an internal and external war over the body consciousness. The Bifurcation of Timelines is changing the reality bubbles and as they are pushing and pulling apart space-time, where we all coexist, this may bring upon an Inner Armageddon sensation or relative Phantom Death experience. During this phantom death experience we will be presented with choices to move into higher integrity alignment and be reborn into a new spiritual energy. This is occurring at the microcosm and macrocosm levels of reality. [4]

Dissolving the 3D Personality

The incarnated station of our identity that was our personality matrix, the aspect that was enmeshed with the lower three dimensional frequencies, is also dissolving. What this equates to is the dissolution of our personality matrix or station of identity that was located in the lower three dimensions, and moving that aspect of our identity into the higher frequency bands of our Soul matrix or higher station of identity. What happens to the people on the earth who believe that they are only their personality identity, when it begins to dissolve? We can see the effects of that consciousness shift now in the global scape. The range of experience for some people is from sensations of great anxiety, stress, and mental confusion all the way to the descent into madness and insane behaviors. Most people are not aware they are losing Coherence, and are unaware of the causality of what is actually influencing the way they think and behave.

The lower dimensional contents that exist in the planetary collective consciousness fields are undergoing massive reconfiguration in multiple ways. This energetic change in the 3D reality has reached critical mass, which means it is greatly impacting all people of the earth. Whether asleep or awake, the self-mastery that has been either lost or gained is measured in how you personally deal with stress and chaos. No person on this earth is exempt from the exposure to the massive fields of chaos, confusion and darkness that exist in the collective mind of humanity. During this time, our inner energetic integrity is tested in order to hold neutrality, while facing the great forces of chaos. This is being tested in every person, just from the mere fact of being on the earth at this time. How well are we able to adapt to change and hold neutrality in every kind of stressful situation? We have to measure our competency level now.

If we are not doing well with adaptability, flexibility and neutrality in our life situation, we must make adjustments to gain strength with this skill set. This is the time to take stock of how well we are coping with the madness of the earth, as the collective mind of humanity travels the Dark Night of the Soul. What does this take and what is being asked of us? All people must take responsibility for the quality of their thoughts, behaviors, actions, as all consciousness that is created has a direct cause and effect. 

Since 2009, we have consistently emphasized the necessity of moving out of the 3D consciousness fields, and from feeding those energies, by identifying and clearing the three layers of the negative ego that are run in the lower dimensional fields. The clearing of negative ego is mandatory in order to adapt to the shifting timelines, and to maintain coherence and sanity. It is imperative to address unresolved conflicts that create anxiety in our mind, emotions and body, and apply clearing and healing tools that replace our previous ways of thinking with neutrality, love and peace. [5]

Accept As It Is Now

Our 3D Ego Self and its distorted belief system will not continue to be reinforced anymore in the external environment. For those on the Ascension pathway, plotting, planning and strategizing for control over your future prospects is over. Your life force is in the hands of your Higher Self and you are learning how to communicate in the new language without the ego interference. Wherever you find yourself right NOW, there is a reason for it. Dissatisfaction, unhappiness and frustration in your life circumstances can only be shifted in the perception in the Now moment. To overcome an unhappy ego you must surrender to and accept the circumstance As It Is Now. For many untrained people at this stage of evolutionary development, ego denial of the facts and blaming everything on the outside is still used as a coping mechanism. This promotes more ego resistance and more energetic backlash to feed the uncomfortable circumstances, prolonging the issues of the Dark Night of the Soul and Ego Death. We must stop the blame game, surrender and accept the responsibility for our life circumstances no matter where we find ourselves. [6]

Observe, Discern, Accept

In the earlier stages this is the intention and goal of specific meditation to become aware of inner stillness without the mind interfering. Later it is a walking meditation in which every single thought, behaviour and activity is witnessed by the Observer Point in the day to day activity. As this skill is developed this becomes possible with little to no effort to remain in the Observer Point. It is at this point a massive leap in higher consciousness and awareness of sentient forms may be experienced.To allow the deeper comprehension of the self to discern the functions of mind one will need to discern the functioning of each part of the mind and accept its nature without judgment of its content. This means to train the mind one must learn to observe, discern the part of the mind and accept its nature. Through observation, discernment and acceptance one can train the mind to be disciplined back to neutral, which allows access to still point of higher Consciousness. An everyday quick tool to train the mind: • Observe • Discern • Accept • Neutral

Ego Annihilation and Fear of Death

The Predator Mind or negative ego is a mental fear program that runs on the Frequency of Fear, it stimulates the experience in the body that the personality is under some kind of threat, which surfaces emotional fears of personal annihilation or death. These many fears rise up from the subconscious and Pain Body, which generate automatic impulses and reactions when they are denied space to be neutrally witnessed in the Conscious Mind. When fears are denied or suppressed, they create mental barriers and emotional aberrance or places in our mental and emotional body that collect Dead Energy, which further generates more accumulated pain in the body. As a result of denial in facing deep fears, a False Identity is assumed to defend its position, placed in the front of the conscious mind as a coping mechanism to continually deflect the fears on the surface. Ultimately every fear that we experience is hardwired into the Negative Egoprogram, which is designed to stimulate subconscious terror about perceived threats against our existence. If we better understand that negative ego fear programming is the design used to produce and manufacture slavery, then we are able to see that our personal fears are actually the mechanism used on planet earth to keep us trapped in bondage. If we allow fears to take us over, we are allowing ourselves to be trapped and enslaved by them.

When we face our fears by making the pattern conscious in our awareness, we are able to neutrally witness them. In that moment you are disidentifying with that pattern of fear as “you”. In the neutral witness process, we bring the unconscious aspects of our darkest fears to the surface of our mind in order to shed light upon them, which many times will dissolve the negative pattern and the emotional charge associated with the fears. Ultimately, when we disidentify with our fears and we disidentify with the thoughts in our mind, we can express our thoughts and feelings with clarity and coherence, but there is no difference in what you have said impacting your sense of self. When we can express ourselves without believing the mind is what defines who we are, we can express ourselves fully, whether it’s labeled right or wrong, or whether others have judged what you have said. None of this has bearing upon your sense of self and your deeper connection. 

In fully resolving our fears, we will need to make peace in our beliefs and feelings around death. The conflicts we have with death are deeply connected to our unresolved spiritual conflicts and our relationship with God.

We all encounter transition phases in life that are similar to enduring the death process. These are defined through the cycles that deeply transform us, marking our stages of spiritual development that show up as milestone events along our life path. All of us will undergo the transition phase of death and it is important that we prepare ourselves for that inevitable next stage of our consciousness journey. [7]

Ego Death Transit

During the Ascension process, many of us have experienced an archetypal Ego Death, as it is the literal death of all of the destructive or unproductive energies held in our emotional body, mental body, or other patterns that are out of harmony with our Soul integrity. This is the death of our Negative Ego, the specific work we encounter with the Law of Transformation. Many of us have felt we left the third dimension and that we would never experience the physical reality in the same way. Many of us mourn this as a loss, as it may feel strange to leave the human order in the third dimension in order to live in this new way, choosing to be aligned with the divine order. 

This is the preparatory place to begin the stability and integration that is required to achieve the next levels of aligning us with our inner spirit and integrating into the world within the new energy paradigm. The new paradigm of the Ascension is based in heart centered intelligence.

As we transit the Ego Death it shifts and purges out all disharmonious energies and asks the following questions of us:

  • Do you fear the unknown? Have you surrendered to the greater good? To God?
  • Are you able to walk into your mysteries?
  • Are old emotional patterns dying out for the better? What’s been released?
  • What is left to be healed and forgiven?
  • What benefits have you received from letting go of negative thoughts?
  • What changes are going on within you now?
  • Can you recognize the whisper in your heart as messages from your Soul? [8]

References:

  1.  Ego death
  2.  Consciousness Corridor
  3.  Ego Death
  4.  Revealing the Imposter
  5.  Cause and Effect
  6.  Letting Go of All you Know
  7.  Overcoming Fear
  8.  Rubber Meets the Road

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~via Ascension Glossary


JOACHIM BARTOLL: “Obvious Impersonators of ‘Long-Dead Donald’ Dutifully Pushing the CIA-Kushner ‘QAnon’ Psy-Op”

Ascension Avatar note: The headline (mine) tells what I know, the photos tell what I know… So, people are still following the Jared Kushner’s CIA-Anon psyop “Q” breadcrumb bullshit trail… I am posting this for relevancy with the current situation but… Joachim Bartoll believes long-deceased Donald Trump is still alive, not a series of clones, impersonators and deep fake media tricks (to bring on the One World Order). Three years ago, the REAL cancer-riddled Donald Trump was looking like THIS

Since the old communist counterintelligence ‘operation trust’ reemerged as the CIA Psy-op “Q” in 2017, with what is most likely Marcus Goldfinch who ultimately will be revealed as ‘Q,’ Donald Trump has had plausible deniability of his involvement with this fake controlled opposition movement. However, after the new script began on August 16th, with the staged and totally fake raid of his Mar-a-Lago estate, Trump has been posting a lot of ‘Q’ related crap on his Twitter-knockoff, the CIA-controlled platform “Truth Social.”

This clearly shows a dramatic change of the story-line… exactly as I wrote in this article… And it also clearly shows that Trump is running with this fake and very controlled narrative as the little sad Zionist and Jesuit puppet that he is.


Remember, the ‘Q’ or ‘QAnon’ Psy-Op is all about luring people who are starting to wake up into their parallel reality, and to keep them believing in the beast system, the government, and that all these incredible secret operations is taking place by “White Hats” (Freemasonic pun, as the highest ranked Freemasons can wear ‘white hats’ instead of purple), and that this is happening “behind the scenes” to combat what they call is the “Deep State,” and that everything will be great as long as you trust the plan and do absolutely nothing but being keyboard-warriors and brainwash each other.

Yeah, everything has just been great since 2017. No fake or staged pandemics with people dying from toxic shots or bankruptcy, no staged or fake wars as cover for jacking up the cost of living to extreme heights, no looming energy or food crisis, no further division amongst people and no aggressive ‘infodemic’ with extreme censorship. No, no, everything is going great! It’s getting better by the day. Trust the plan!

Actually, it will eventually get better even if the people do not rise up and form their own communities. Or at least, that will be the illusion with a Universal Basic Income and other incentives to lure you into total enslavement and taking the Mark of the Beast. And I bet the Q’tards will take that as a victory and confirmation that they were “right” all along…

With that said, the most obvious purpose of Q is to label everyone who are seen as a “truther,” a “conspiracy theorist” or being “right wing” as extremists nut cases – and thereby labelling anyone who try to expose lies as mentally ill and a danger to society. Also take note that what Trump has been posting on Truth Social is the old phrase “The Storm is Coming,” which can be a sign of what many of us has been discussing as it seems like something is planned for late September (around September 24) or early October.

It has also been a really quiet week on the “News” after they announced Queen Elizabeth II as dead. It’s like they’re holding back on all the fake shit before really slapping us. This could very well be the calm before the storm that will hit us later in September. Trump is one of their top actors, he’s the Seventh King that might return before the Antichrist, and they always tell us what they have planned in their own cryptic ways to preserve their ‘karma.’” Read more about what ‘Q’ actually is here

~via Joachim Bartoll Official



KIM GOGUEN: “And Just When You Thought We Were Done with Former (and Dead) President Trump…”

“And just when you thought we were done with former (and dead) President Trump, apparently we’re still talking about the Mar-a-Lago raid. During a hearing last Thursday, Magistrate Judge Bruce Reinhart, who proved the FBI’s search of Trump’s Mar-a-Lago estate expressed an inclination to publicly release portions of the affidavit supporting the search, well, by Monday it seems he may have had a slight change of heart. While he reiterated that the affidavit should not be entirely sealed, he backed away from the possibility of a significant release of material. Turns out the public may get partially rejected information, or some but not all the information. This is not unusual. For the team of agency people running the Trump game, it is well known Trump, when alive and president, used to flush documents down the toilet, which then had to be recovered by aides from registration in the archives. Trump also tried to hide where he got funding for the U.S. government as well. Now the agencies are also hiding the fact the president passed months ago of cancer. Third up, he also hid the fact that he too was a member of the Black Suns, and participated in many of the rituals of the secret society. While the alternative media is ablaze with Trump ‘saving babies’, he in fact had done the exact opposite in these rituals. When does the LIE end? One thing is for sure: the truth always surfaces and whenever ‘well-we-know-who-you-are’ running that Trump show runs out of lies, they all face some very interesting developments in this world.”

~Kim Goguen, August 24, 2022


~via Natalie @ United Network News


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JOACHIM BARTOLL: “The Ghislaine Maxwell Trial and Verdict Psy-OP”

“I’m not sure if I should use the word ‘hilarious’ or the word ‘sad’ when people who acknowledge that pretty much everything in the media is scripted theatre, yet they cling to obvious pys-ops such as Epstein and the Ghislaine Maxwell trial believing that it’s real. As if they can cherry-pick what is real and what is fake based on their level of Q’tard-ness. And now they scream for the release of a non-existent ‘client list,’ charged on by tweets from Jesuit puppet Elon Musk, who just happened to celebrate his 51st birthday on the same day Ghislaine got ‘sentenced’, June 28. If something gets attention in the media, if something is trending, them want it to (as they control the media) — which also means that they are behind it, that it’s part of their agenda. If Epstein and Maxwell were real, this would have been buried. But they are not. They are actors. It is that simple. That is ‘kindergarten level truthing’. Not to mention that they re-activated the CIA-controlled ‘Q-psyop’ on June 24, just days before the Maxwell verdict — and deceived sheep plastered it all over social media. So, sorry, this trial was just theatre, a long-hauled ritual, all done by the numbers while those in power had a laugh. It’s so obvious that I haven’t wasted time on decoding all the media coverage on this psy-op.”

~Joachim Bartoll

I’m not sure if I should use the word ‘hilarious’ or the word ‘sad’ when people who acknowledge that pretty much everything in the media is scripted theatre, yet they cling to obvious pys-ops such as Epstein and the Ghislaine Maxwell trial believing that it’s real. As if they can cherry-pick what is real and what is fake based on their level of Q’tard-ness. And now they scream for the release of a non-existent ‘client list,’ charged on by tweets from Jesuit puppet Elon Musk, who just happened to celebrate his 51st birthday on the same day Ghislaine got “sentenced,” June 28.
If something gets attention in the media, if something is trending, them want it to (as they control the media) — which also means that they are behind it, that it’s part of their agenda. If Epstein and Maxwell were real, this would have been buried. But they are not. They are actors. It is that simple. That is ‘kindergarten level truthing.’

Not to mention that they re-activated the CIA-controlled ‘Q-psyop’ on June 24, just days before the Maxwell verdict — and deceived sheep plastered it all over social media. Still, not sure if I should use ‘hilarious’ or ‘sad’ to describe all this.

And, of course, controlled opposition and their shills are not far behind with stories about the Maxwell family and their connection to Hambro, all to try to validate this theatre, this distraction, and this psy-op to fool gullible Q’tards into believing that pedophiles actually have been arrested and children rescued from “tunnels” by “White Hats” or whatever (a ‘White Hat’ is what Freemasons call themselves in the lodges, having a laugh at gullible Q’tards.)

So, sorry, this trial was just theatre, a long-hauled ritual, all done by the numbers while those in power had a laugh. It’s so obvious that I haven’t wasted time on decoding all the media coverage on this psy-op.



~via Joachim Bartoll Official