“In everyday communication it is very common that people engage in fake conversations to avoid facing conflicts or challenging topics, because they fear the ramifications from what they say. This is usually because the person feels unsafe, their nervous system is in Fight-Flight and they have to hide behind a façade, with a false identity that engages in Counterfeit Conversations. We begin to increase our ability to trust ourselves and live in alignment to our authentic nature when we start being fully present in our communications, by saying what we really mean in order to reflect our Personal Integrity.In considering the impact of choosing to participate in Counterfeit Conversations, this engages with the root of dishonesty when avoiding saying something that needs to be said when there are conflicts that need to be addressed. Ignoring the issues and dancing around the conflict when you know they are present, will only exacerbate the problem, inviting in dark forces of confusion and chaos.”
“The false self or the False Identity is usually formed to generate inner walls in our unconscious mind as a result of unhealed painful trauma and fears. People in pain form opposite sets of compensating behaviors, which means they act out behaviors that are actually the opposite of who they really are. This is done to keep up appearances or meet externally perceived expectations, connected to their mental body enforced belief system. These compensating behaviors turn into fear based coping mechanisms in order to get through life, with people putting up a façade or false identity. They may be reduced to impersonating other people’s behaviors around them in order to feel safe, where other people’s behaviors become the mental body architecture that form the false identity mask that they show to the world. Essentially, the more in pain a person is the stronger their walls of separation or Amnesiac Barriers, which form attachments to belief systems or emotional conflicts recorded in the instinctual mind or Pain Body. When these attachments do not get what they want from how they have been associated and valued by the Conscious Mind, they are in a Perpetual State of Suffering through a case of false identification. Removing Suffering in the mind from forming attachments is the process of removing association and the assigned values, which color or cloud judgments through Ego Filters. The ego mind has such a small picture of what’s happening in the overall, that it perceives the situation from its own limited beliefs and confirmed bias.”
~Lisa Renee
When a person has not recovered their core self, they have no sense of who they really are and what provides meaning and connection in their life. As a result, the False Identity accepts the mind control in the 3D worldview that we exist in separation, and reinforces the fear based belief systems that are promoted in the Controller Pillars of Society.
Without a strong core self, we let other people think for us and many times, dominate our personal will. As a result, the lack of Personal Integrity and instability within the core self is easily swept away into the massive power of these external forces, such as in Mind Control.
Many people are feeling inner pressure as they are being forced to move past old 3D identities and let go of the false self. As a result of current shifts, all people are being pushed to recognize and feel the differences between the authentic core self and the false identities used to mask pain and Trauma. The only way to regain an understanding of Personal Integrity, is to know the difference between what is authentic to you and what is not, and stop repeatedly acting out those incongruent behaviors that are out of integrity.
The false self or the False Identity is usually formed to generate inner walls in our unconscious mind as a result of unhealed painful trauma and fears. People in pain form opposite sets of compensating behaviors, which means they act out behaviors that are actually the opposite of who they really are. This is done to keep up appearances or meet externally perceived expectations, connected to their mental body enforced belief system. These compensating behaviors turn into fear based coping mechanisms in order to get through life, with people putting up a façade or false identity. They may be reduced to impersonating other people’s behaviors around them in order to feel safe, where other people’s behaviors become the mental body architecture that form the false identity mask that they show to the world. When we allow others the power to dictate to our identity, we become lost, confused and very unhappy.
At this time it is important that we not seek to repair and reprogram the false identity mask of the Negative Ego’s pain, or that part of our lower mind that has compensated with behaviors to hide away our deepest fears that we are unlovable, worthless, or inadequate. It is time to break through the ego walls of separation and fear, to discover the true authentic core self through unconditional self-love and unconditional Self Acceptance.
If we exist in false identities and behave inauthentically, wearing masks in our everyday life, suppressing our true emotions and feelings, we are engaged in Counterfeit Conversations, and thus we are unable to discern what is real and what is false. If we contribute to fake conversations in order to maintain the status quo, we are choosing to behave in a form of dishonesty. This produces self-delusion from the lack of Personal Integrity, and a person that has not developed the core inner self has very little emotional stability and mental clarity.
To address our core negative beliefs and core wound, we must look to the frustrations and irritations we feel in everyday life, by listening to the inner dialogue we have that is negative about ourselves, negative about others, negative about our conditions. Many people’s core wound is generated in their earliest memories during childhood, and this emotional pain may have been defined in previous lifetimes in similar situations, when the same emotional theme played out and was not resolved and healed, it is replayed into this current lifetime. Drilling down into the core wound of unhealed emotional pain and fear, takes us into the classic case study of ego Walls of Separation, feeling disconnected from experiencing or feeling unconditional love and self-acceptance.
Each person will grow to develop their own Ego Defense Mechanisms that reinforce the experiences of separation, which take us away from giving or receiving unconditional love. When we live in fear our body constricts and we hold back our heart, suppressing our feelings, withholding authentic and truthful communication, which increases emotional and mental pain. When we live in a fearful state our body will constrict from tension, it will contract away from giving and receiving unconditional love, and this denial of self-love is the main cause of continuing to experience and accumulate emotional pain. Our beliefs around family and our connections to family lineages will give important insight and clues to the negative core beliefs and wounds that we are struggling with, that we have inherited from the False Parent.
If we hold a vision of humanity as eternal souls coming into the material reality to learn lessons to grow and purify ourselves spiritually, it is easier to see that most people have forgotten who they really are as they are wearing many false identity masks. It is rare today to meet with completely honest, balanced and authentic people that reflect Personal Integrity. Thus in this deeper reflection, we may have forgotten who we really are and come to realize that we are still bargaining away our Soul. [1]
Perpetual State of Suffering
Essentially, the more in pain a person is the stronger their walls of separation or Amnesiac Barriers, which form attachments to belief systems or emotional conflicts recorded in the instinctual mind or Pain Body. When these attachments do not get what they want from how they have been associated and valued by the Conscious Mind, they are in a Perpetual State of Suffering through a case of false identification. Removing Suffering in the mind from forming attachments is the process of removing association and the assigned values, which color or cloud judgments through Ego Filters. The ego mind has such a small picture of what’s happening in the overall, that it perceives the situation from its own limited beliefs and confirmed bias.
These biases tend to accumulate a False Identity, something we think we are when we really are not that. When one notices associations and judgments that are being formed, identify this content as coming from the false perceptions of the Conscious Mind and lower minds. Observe what it judges and assigns value to. Notice its functioning and pay attention to any negative behavior, pain body triggers or automatic impulsive reactions. When a person is paying attention to their thoughtforms and reactions, they can choose to respond through shifting into the Observer Point by communicating with the conscious mind in order to prevent its tendency to create false identity. This is the Ego, it is not my real self. Notice the patterns of the Negative Ego, and when your body is in mental or emotional tension, it is the contraction of energy inside the body based on what the ego is thinking and ruminating upon.
The Ego wants this and that and the other thing. (whatever the ego is valuing or associating)
It wants this and that and the other thing (whatever IT is valuing or associating) Having self-awareness and communicating this way in the internal landscape, is a process of refusing to form attachments with the false ego identity and all of its biases, as related to the value that is placed on the thoughts and the result of placing judgments on yourself or others. Suffering in the mind happens when we harbor judgments of the self as identified with the value and the association that has been made by the ego mind. This is called setting up the False Identity. [2]
“Forgive others for their narcisstic behavior and move on, for it is a part of the control matrix that was created to separate humanity and to steal their energy.”
~Michelle Walling
My research over the years of the big picture of Earth’s hijacked Matrix system inevitably led me to the Wes Penre papers a few years ago. After taking a break from social media, Wes is back with a new YouTube channel and is co-creating with his partner, Ariel Glad. Together, they are creating a series of videos of the most important current topics in their research. In this article, I expand on Wes’ work on narcissism as well as offer solutions on how to separate ourselves from narcissists and self serving humans.
There is actually a medical diagnosis for narcissistic people called Narcissistic Personality Disorder. According to Psychology Today, Individuals with this disorder exhibit a lack of ability to empathize with others and an inflated sense of self-importance. According to the same site, “The hallmarks of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) are grandiosity, a lack of empathy for other people, and a need for admiration. People with this condition are frequently described as arrogant, self-centered, manipulative, and demanding. They may also concentrate on grandiose fantasies (e.g. their own success, beauty, brilliance) and may be convinced that they deserve special treatment. These characteristics typically begin in early adulthood and must be consistently evident in multiple contexts, such as at work and in relationships. People with narcissistic personality disorder believe they are superior or special, and often try to associate with other people they believe are unique or gifted in some way. This association enhances their self-esteem, which is typically quite fragile underneath the surface. Individuals with NPD seek excessive admiration and attention in order to know that others think highly of them. Individuals with narcissistic personality disorder have difficulty tolerating criticism or defeat, and may be left feeling humiliated or empty when they experience an “injury” in the form of criticism or rejection.”
Narcissistic behavior can be a result of implants, negative walk-ins, abuse, trauma, drug/alcohol addiction, and patriarchial/domination/control programming. I have witnessed the gamut of narcissistic behavior in the most “spiritually awakened” people as well as the most asleep high level corporate leaders. This abusive behavior is everywhere in our world, and in fact, living with a narcissist can actually cause you to mirror that narcissistic behavior yourself!
Most people do not even realize that they are allowing another being or fragmented egoic personality to speak and animate their body in a narcissistic manner (covert narcissists). In fact, some people are so unaware of their actions that they do not even remember their own actions or behavior. However, some are very aware that they are behaving in this manner, and usually these are the service to self negative reptilian/Anunnaki/Draco forces that are overtaking human bodies. If they haven’t completely overtaken the body, they could step in and out to influence existing incarnate souls to act in greed, lust, domination, and control (overt narcissists).
Many narcissists are created from having a narcissistic parent, and end up marrying some on just like their narcissistic mother or father. It’s all about energy siphoning and is a part of the big picture in this control matrix to continuously pit every human against each other.
Wes Penre and Ariel Glad give an accurate definition of narcissism and in my opinion are targeting one of the most prevalent issues with humanity today. By no means have I summarized all of the important information above on narcissism in the introduction to Wes’ video series. Please watch these three videos on narcissism to understand why people behave this way.
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When a narcissist is covert, acting through someone who seems to have a good heart, it makes life very confusing. Passive aggressive narcissists use “gaslighting” as a technique to make you think that you are the one with the problem. It is important at this time to remove yourself from any abusive situations and to stop the draining of your energy.
From my experience with living with narcissistic people, you usually cannot explain to a narcissist what their problem is. It is like connecting a hose to yourself and allowing all of your energy to drain out. Usually, the “alter ego” is running the show while the original soul steps away from the body for a little vacation. In other words, the original soul cannot even hear you, and you feel like you are “talking to the hand”. You find yourself repeating yourself over and over and becoming more and more frustrated, as a narcissist is usually not willing to accept that there is anything wrong with their behavior.
In other words, the original soul cannot even hear you, and you feel like you are “talking to the hand”. You find yourself repeating yourself over and over and becoming more and more frustrated, as a narcissist is usually not willing to accept that there is anything wrong with their behavior.
The best thing you can do is to correct any reflective narcissistic behavior in yourself and be totally responsible for your actions and reactions. Eventually as you peel back the layers of your behavior you may realize that you can no longer be around someone who is not willing to do the same.
Self healing is grueling work and sometimes it seems as if there is no way everyone will be able to “wake up” out of the matrix spell. However, we have been receiving help as the recent waves of energy have been sweeping over the planet. It seems as if these waves are specifically designed to expose the shadow self for those willing to look, and to expedite self healing through light integration and transmutation.
It is my hope that we will have an “event” that will separate loving, compassionate, and awakened people from those who refuse to be responsible for their thoughts, actions, and words and who choose a narcissistic and service to self path. I feel as if there will come a time where controlling, psychopathic, and narcissitic people can no longer exist side by side with loving, compassionate, balanced, and healed humans. Once we vibrationally separate from the lower dense reality, we will have a chance to learn how to co-exist together in peace and balance in a new way, free from matrix programming and lower dissonant frequencies. In a way, we are striving to jump our consciousness through time to a place where we have already exited.
In summary, it is imperative that we are aware of how we are treating other people. It is also important to remove yourself from toxic situations that cause you to mirror the negative or narcissistic behavior back to the origin. Forgive others for their narcisstic behavior and move on, for it is a part of the control matrix that was created to separate humanity and to steal their energy. In my opinion, doing your own shadow work and healing from abuse and raising your vibrational frequency will result in becoming whole and balanced, and should be your priority as we move faster and faster toward a vibrational bifurcation and solution to the major issues humans face on this planet.
Thank you to Wes Penre and Ariel Glad for their new video series. I hope that the reader differentiates between my personal opinion and solutions and Wes and Ariel’s original messages. When I reference another person’s work, I do not intend to add my own thoughts to their work, but often I cannot report on something or present an issue via someone else’s work without providing some of my life’s work of progressive solutions to pervasive issues.
For detailed information about the Anunnaki and the “virus” in the matrix, you can read The Wes Penre papers here:
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